9 August 2022

Water looking out towards the sea a body of water that evokes eternity the afterlife washing out flowing down the river of our lives washing out into the sea death purification practicing lawlessness communing with the wrong spirits growing in the wrong direction longing to go back o be with you reality no traction slipping falling half in half out getting a grip being able to move things physically standing in the furry grass looking out towards the sea standing not walking and looking paralysed static interference radio intereference noise waves signals communication communion interrupted distorted not clear muddying the waters unable to see see going blind baby reproduction continuity fertility ennui longing looking out to sea sensing you feeling you describe mother and her son standing on a grassy hill looking out towards the sea with their backs to the viewer making the viewer a voyeur the grass tumbles towards the couple entangling them immobilsing them petrifying them spending our lives longing for you building the kingdom because there is nothing better than you and we will try and try again and you see everything that i do and you care about everything that i do and it all starts n my head rustling water rustling grass somone put out flowers today