[chatgpt 18 August 2023] 'grubs' (possibly symbolic of negative thoughts or self-criticism) depicted as rejoicing or laughing at the artist's perceived failure.

[15 February 2023] White dots, turquoise dots, blue dots, red dots, pixels, ugly, snotty coagulations, fatty, very ugly. I want to make smooth surfaces! You can see when the weather was wet, and the paint took long to dry, and I ran out of patience. The masking tape pulled the paint off the board. Ugly, gloopy, horrible. There are some areas where this did not happen.

Grubs, laughing, or crying, laughing at me, rejoicing, as if they have won a victory, furies, I am just feeling so bad at the moment, I want to die, and looking at this painting is not making me feel any better, this is such a failure of intention, this is such an ugly gloopy painting, this is such an error, there is no sign of anything interesting in here, psycho, nightmarish.