[21 July 2023] Living with my head in the clouds.

A mare / castrated stallion.

Purity, glass, crystal, white, blue.

Reality chopped up into well determined concepts, digital, discrete, determined, against analogue continuous flows, undetermined, less determined waves, cascading down, flowing, pooling.

Gazing curiously, gazing, imposing myself as the gaze, in the form of the gaze, penetrating the digital noise of the screen, emerging, breaking through, failing, remaining trapped in the gaze of the other, repeating mimicy mimickingmimicry mimicry, mimicking, repeating gestures, actions words, tones, colours of the the other.

Destabalising the fabric of the appearance of reality, breaking, warping, distorting, bulging, bubbling, boiling, blazing, shrinking, getting wet, dancing, bobbing up and down, in ritual forced movements, measured movements, that seem awkward.